Monday, December 29, 2008

Spice up your blog with a little rum and whiskey!

I'm going to invest in a balcony.  I always liked the idea of having a balcony.

Can we sail out to Mexico to steal all the tequila?  No?  Okay.

My blog posts never have a purpose but that's okay, I think it's okay, so that's all that matters.  

Lately, for some reason, listening to the wind has been calming.  Why?  Beats me.  


It seems to me
We're part time friends
Full time lovers
It's hard to juggle two careers
With so many mouths to feed


Kids these days...
Picking up addictions they don't even
Understand

I can tie my tie all by myself
Would you like to see?

I'm forgetting to see the point
Of where this is going
Between you and me
I know lately I've been shallow
But as of late 
You're too deep
I don't really quite get the message
That is being sent to me
Via a bottle lost at sea



Sweet summer night and I'm stripped to my sheets
Forehead is leaking, my AC squeaks and
A voice from the clock says, "You're not gonna get tired"
My bed is a pool and the walls are on fire
Soak my head in the sink for a while
Chills on my neck and it makes me smile but
My bones have to move and my skin's gotta breathe
You pick up the phone and I'm so relieved
You slide down your stairs to the heated street
The sun has left us with slippery feet
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you
And be here with you and go

It doesn't really matter, I'll go where you feel
Hump for the breeze, get a midnight meal
I point in the windows, you point out the parks
Rip off your sleeves and I'll ditch my socks
Dance to the songs from the cars as they pass
Weave through the cardboard, smell that trash
Walking around in our summertime clothes,
Nowhere to go while our bodies glow
But we'll greet the dawn with morning blues
With purple yarns we'll be sleeping soon
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you

When the sun goes down, we'll go out again
Don't cool off, I like your walk

I see the sound of the heat for the sound of the rain
It's easy to sleep when it whets my brain
It covers my rest with a saccharine sheen
Kissing the wind through my window screen
The restlessness causes that I cannot hide
So much of my mind that it spills outside
Do you want to go stroll down the financial street?
Our clothes might get soaked, but the buildings sleep
And there's no one pushing for a place
As we end up at an easy pace
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you
I want to walk around with you
Just you, just you, just you.


yay new animal collective :D

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Oh Squalor Victoria, what HAVE YOU DONE?

Really now, let's figure this out, please?  20 isn't old, I don't know why I ever thought it was.  What will I be doing with my life?

Who will make sure I'm alright?

I'm hoping I won't have to pick up the pieces sooner then expected, that's not to ask for, is it?

I need a hobby.  I need an addiction.  I need something to get me out of this slump.  

Penguins.

It's 4:57 and I'm wondering if you're sleeping alright.  Are you cold?  Are you snoring like usually?  Which side are you on tonight?  The left or the right?  How many pillows and blankets?  I think it's cute when you sleep with all your clothes on but at the same time, it is a tad disappointing.  You're adorable when you're drunk and not hitting or biting me.  I miss you biting me.  

My dreams of late haven't been pleastant.  I was conned into getting a wife, settling down and having children.  Maybe the dream was right, I'm afraid.  

What City will want me when I'm older?  What will be my home?  Where ever it is, I hope there's a warm bed with cold pillows.

North Adams for New Years will it be all I plan it to be?  Please, let's not start puking.




Saturday, December 27, 2008

I have no clue what this guy is saying.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I need a haircut, badly.

Maybe I should just shave my head again?  I really liked how it looked, many didn't.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Frank Sinatra
Billie Holiday
Johnny Cash
Weather Report
Fats Waller
Bing Crosby
Elvis Costello
Miles Davis

You don't need no more.


Sunday, December 21, 2008

We're going to Coney Island, Baby.  Tom Waits said, that's why.  

It'll be a slow show this upcoming Friday but that's okay, as long as we get paid to keep the food on the table for next two weeks. 

What The Fuck Am I Talking About?


Yes, I'm well aware of the things I've said.
I even remember all the stuff 
People claim I said but no,
I won't let it get in the middle of things.
Why?
That's just not how I do things.
If you were to read my instructional booklet,
Nothing of the sort would be found within
Those 59 pages...five of those are warranty.
But where was I?
Oh yeah,
Lately my mind has been filled with dreams,
Thoughts and ideas of you and I
Sitting at a table outside of a restaurant,
Ordering food, laughing, talking about the
Old times.
When we were young and dumb,
Not even a clue with what was goi......

That's too cliche, I'm starting over.


The Berkshires,
They're far from cliche.
I could picture something going on there
An untold love story
Or a ravage slasher film
That would laugh up a storm.


Heisting it up since 1988

So you know, 
Driving with the top down
Isn't such a bad idea.
Making those long windy turns
While the sunrises
Maybe we can catch a movie
Maybe we can catch the show
But before we go and take off
On this venture to Vermont
Can we please
Switch out that tape in your car
Because I'm tired of listening to
The same old Frank Sinatra
Collection and your CDs of Guster
Seriously, if I have to hear Guster
One more time, I'll swirve the wheel
And shoot us right off the mountain.
It's Tom Waits' time to shine instead.








Thursday, December 18, 2008

Get out of my dreams.  That's not asking for much.  It's truly being to sicken me.  

"Yes, I think we've met before."

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I like how that looks.



Sunday, December 14, 2008

Season is over, how was the finale?

The writers are back to work trying to figure out where the next season will go.  

A main character is leaving and the potentional setup for a new one is very near, well it is no potentional setup, it's already concrete.  Setup in the previews.

But really now, what's to come?  How many new characters will there be?  What will be the crazy antics?  Will he finally get his shit together and come out on top on the subjects that truly matter?  Who knows?  Obviously the writers do but yeah. 

I don't really have any predictions, just questions.  Actually hell, I'll try and answer my own questions.

Will Kansas come back into play?  Probably not, faintly if anything.
How's that Genie doing?  Going to continue to be the rollercoaster ride.
Writing?  Won't be around.
New main character? Definitely will be interesting.  

This upcoming season I feel won't be as good as this one, although this one was very lacking in many departments, so much confusion, stress and conflictations.  I don't think much will be answered in the upcoming one but I do think this next season will setup a lot.  I mean, A LOT.  You know me, I'm a die hard fan, so I can't wait.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Post number 69

I should be working on a project but I prefer to do nothing instead.  That's how I roll.

I'm going to waste away the night listening to spoon and thinking of you.  Rocking back and forth in my chair, tapping my feet to the beat.  La de da de da de da da da do.  

Will I be here for New Years?  I really don't know.  I'm just going to continue to move along until I know where I want to go.  

Blow out the candles for me, please?

There you go again.

Pale skin, mm, yellow dress, high heels.
Let's start a band with a horn section, you can be lead vocals, I'll be the walking bass line.  Joey will have to learn to play something more than power chords and the rest of our crew will fill in the drums, trumpet and flute.  It'll be perfect, you'll see.

AH CRAP BUDDY AIN'T ON THIS HARDDRIVE.

Let's just go back and reconstruct everything I've said.  Pretend it never happened, okay, willing to try that?  No?  I didn't expect you to.

You seem locked behind that door, try to figure it out.  How did you even get in there?


I let it go on too long and I forgot what I really meant to say, it feels like I'm dying, yeah it feels like I'm lieing and I don't even know the truth.





Friday, December 12, 2008

Ooga booga!  I hope I get to spend New Years with you.  I miss sharing that day with someone I love.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Do I buy it...yes or no?


:/

Monday, December 8, 2008

Where did all this frustration come from? We're going to travel out to sea About 31 knots in Until you're unable to see The land from which we came. There'll only be you and me and I hate to sound cliché, But that's apparently the only way You'll ever listen to me, Alone on a boat with no one else To distract you. Keep the rhythm in your life; Snap your fingers to the beat Like it's a song by Queen, Caviar and Cigarettes. Present yourself like your work; Dress up fancy like we're going To the opening of a VIP Art Gallery, Sol Lewitt's Final Piece. Keep your head up high; The war won't last as long as The General says. Be careful with that quick fist; Rome wasn't built in a day But London was most certainly Burned down in three. Despite what you think, I'm always listening. I'll probably never understand What goes on inside of your brain But, just like the ocean's current We'll have to deal with it when it comes. There's no way to stop every Sailor From drowning but, There's definitely a way to Prevent the majority If We Don't Panic...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

I played with a Kitty tonight.  I really want a puppy or kitten when I'm on my own.

I'm happy because of all the little details in Life like fixing the bottoms of jeans so you don't rip them even more.


Friday, December 5, 2008

Orange Juice and Cigarettes
That's the life for me.

City view apartments
Dirty Water Dogs
That's the life for me.

I want to have multiple homes
In different parts of the World
For each season.

Winter in Australia
Summer in the Caribbean
Spring in Japan
Fall in the American Berkshires

Let's get a cup of tea in London
Possibly in a random alley
Get a slice of pizza 
In one of the five boroughs of
New York City
Maybe get bombed on sachi
While the lights of Tokyo 
Penetrates our zen

I miss all the days which have become a blur
Movies during a rainy sunday
Tickle sessions which led to kissing sessions
Which led to well you know...

The way you can wrap words and people 
Around your fingers
Makes my stomach twist
Help me understand this feeling

Mountain Dew Ew

Orange Juice yum yum num num
You could have been a pirate.

The weather today was poopy.

One day you'll see my dance, laugh and sigh,
"That's it?"
Told you I was nothing special.

I miss my Penguin, Octopus and Lion.

I've been talking in circles, angles and all sorts of ways
Sideways, Upways, Downways, Longways, whatever
The fuck Willy Wonka was talking about
In his crazy chocolate nuthouse.

I'm afraid of being alone over the break.
Winter Depression is the Worst Deprssion.
Damn you Santa.
Damn you Jesus.
Your gingerbread lane is merely chocolate
With moldy center.

I miss my diner, it bothers me they're no
Longer open 24/7.

Let's go to a Tool concert and do massive amounts of drugs and hope we never wake up in time
To catch our train back.

















Thursday, December 4, 2008

Morning Bells
Wakey Wakey
Details Details Details
There's a stain on the wall.
I can't believe I never noticed before.

I know I probably come off
As distant
Lost
Gone
On the wrong train
Heading the complete opposite way
But I'm here
In the now
I'm listening
I'm watching
I'm picking up on all the little details
The way you're laughing
Standing and the awkwardness in your eyes
You're not leading the conversation
And I find that cute.

There's several rings on your fingers
Each has a story whether it be
From your mother
Or at a dollar store
There's a story behind everything
And I'll want to know one day
But for now, I'm quite satisfied
With just knowing they're yours.

I don't know where I'll be in a few months
Maybe in the same spot I am now.
I can't even predict where you'll be
In the next few months.
I hope you'll be where you are now
But who really knows?
Things change
Things happen every day
And when I think about it
When I rethinkg this past week alone
I'm very glad to know 
Nothing happened to you
And my World would have stopped
If something had.

I really hope you learn piano some day
Play a few bars
While reading your poetry
Become a song writer
For the new teenage bimbo
She'll vocal your words off the papers
You submit
And I know you won't ever be pleased
With how it sounds through microphone
But when I hear those words
But when I read those words
I'll just be thinking of your voice
Telling me the story of what's currently going
On in your life.

I never want to be re-introduced to you
By a friend of a friend.
I won't pretend and lie,
I'll tell them yes, we've met before.
But maybe, if that does happen
There'll be a positive output.
A fresh popped cork from a new 
Bottle of champagne.
I'm not even sure if I'm speaking
Metaphorically anymore
But it's the future
So there's no concrete way of knowing
Until the day comes.
But I just want to stress
I don't want there to be days
Where we're ignored.

Teddy Bears.
Teddy Bears.
I could use one right now
Well, I'd prefer a Penguin.



Something Is Hiding Behind Its Eyes

I remember baking ginger bread cookies
And using icing to give the ginger men frowns
In preparation of the feasts.
When I played G.I. Joes
I acted out the scenes in between war
Because it is there the true soldier comes out.
Snow Angels always seemed incomplete
To me,
Just lying there on ground.

You always said to me
"I'm going to design the city skyline,
You'll see."
I'm not one to doubt
And I never like to point out the obvious but
You're caught in your tornado of a World
Convinced everyone needs your breath
So they can breathe.
Well, sugar,
Maybe one day,
You'll see this city isn't big enough for me.

There's always a hidden message.
Read between the lines.
See what's roaring inside my eyes.
I want you to go to the library
And seach each book
Until you find a folded piece of paper
That a boy wrote for a girl
Back in elementary school.
Some crushes die and some live on
Doing the impossible.
Settling down and starting a family.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

poetry portfolio

Where did all this frustration come from?


We're going to travel out to sea
About 31 Knots in
Until you’re unable to see
The land from which we came
There’ll be only you and me and
I hate to sound cliché
But that's apparently the only way
You'll ever listen to me
Alone on a boat with no one else
To distract you

Snap your fingers to the beat
Like it’s a song by Queen
Caviar and Cigarettes
Dress up fancy like we’re going
To the opening of a VIP Art Gallery
Sol Lewitt's Final Piece
Keep your head up high
The War won't last as long as
The General says
Rome wasn't built in a day
But London was most certainly
Burned down in three

Despite what you think
I’m always listening
Never forget what we discussed
Out in sea

Seasonal Home-front

We're moving out to Autumn
To get away from this heat
The leaves are coming
But they're going to have to
Adjust and change
To the cooler breeze
I'm leaving behind
All my bright colors
In exchange for a more
Natural look
Dark red
Dirty orange
And plenty of leather brown

Your mother wants to move again
This time to Winter
I told her I hear it's rough there
If you aren't prepared
And I don't know if I am
With this current economic situation
I'm not quite sure I'm generating enough
Heat warmth security
To make it through a dark white night
In the town of Winter
I don't know about you kids
But living off of cocoa
Doesn't sound too good for the bones

I knew Winter was a bad idea
Maybe we'll find a better life
Out in Spring
The money isn't needed as much
And we won't have to worry
About personal expenses
Involving entertainment
Since the local community
Is apparently pretty friendly
Lots of fields
Lots of flowers
Should be good for the muscles
Maybe Spring will be
Where your mother and I will
Retire

Back to Summer so it seems
Spring wasn't what it was
Made out to be
I miss this town though
It keeps me going
It keeps me moving
I feel like I have a perfect figure
Whenever I'm living in the town
Of Summer
I don't know why we ever left


Transit

Showtime!
I’m heading out to the NHP Train Station,
I don’t know why you didn’t pick Garden City,
To pick you up from what you’re currently
Describing as “My most unfortunate adventure
To the rest of the East Coast”
I say you’re overreacting,
The rest say I never give you the benefit of a doubt.
People should mind their own business,
Maybe I should take that advice too.

Marlboro Man helps me through the day,
Jack Daniels picks me up at night,
But you, you prefer no help.
You chose the rabid East Coast and
I chose the comfort of the South.
We’re two very different people
Sharing a similar World.
I find that idea amusing but yet
You find it agitating.
When will you learn,
Not everything works in your favor
And I think we both can agree
The NJ transit is a perfect example of that.
No one will disagree about the hectic arena
Coliseum, most call Penn Station.

Women aren’t everything.
When will you learn?
Friends before Lovers
Family before the Rest
Blood is thicker than Wine
Maybe one day you’ll figure it out.
Maybe one day in Penn Station
It’ll hit you like a ton of bricks
Or to be cliché, a train.
You’ll look so lost and confused,
Just like a tourist’s first trip to NYC.
Maybe one day you’ll realize
You’ve got all that you need
Back at home.



Pepper

Illustrations and drawings always
Seem to make Peppers
Perfectly smooth
With the trademark slight curve,
But in reality smoothness
Is far from the truth.
Bumps, bruises and nature’s
Individual details cover
The thin spicy vine of the salsa world.

Wearing a tomato type top
With the stem dropping out
Reminds me of a sombrero on top
Of a worker’s head,
Relaxing in the shade,
Tequila filling his mouth as his soul
Fills with euphoria from the local
Acoustic guitar.

Oh pepper,
You give my tongue the extra kick
Of hotness, emotion and lust
I need to perform the tango with
My love.


The Legend Says…

They were on a freight train
Heading for a hole in the wall
In some direction
Neither of them is aware of.
Two hobos filled with the blues
Sitting in the cold
Listening to rich man blues
Through a discarded record player.
They’ll never be top chefs
But wait, what is all around them!?
Vegetables, fruits, some meat too?
These two lost men must have
Ended up on a train heading to the rich
Folks on the South Shore.
The rest of the train ride was filled with
Laughter, jazz and the best
Vegetable and meat soup you’d ever find
On a freight train heading to the South Shore.
Cooked, created and loved the
Newman’s Own Way.
Even the homeless have good taste buds.



Profession

You’re brutal, fine chef.
What did the cow ever do to you?
Nothing, Kind Sir.
I just love the taste of tender meat.


Why do you cut those
Flowers and wrap them in a bow?
Because Mother Nature’s wardrobe
Is terrible, I’m merely helping her
Win the fashion show.


Your art makes men cry
And yet you’re a stone, why?
My parents carved me the way
I am today.
Hunched over and chiseled,
My art is a rock’s inner beauty.

Oh, fat cat.
It seems as though you’ve
Become a stray, how come?
The life of a cat is not one
You’ll ever come to understand.
Adopt another to continue
The chain of Master Vs Slave.

Lastly, I ask you Father,
Where did your crooked smile
And bent up anger stir from?
Despite what you know of my past,
You’ll never quite grasp the mere
Passion and Pain of a past lover’s
Soul I lost to the thunderstorm.



The Clown Says

Her father was a jester.
He was a joker.
Man with tricks up his sleeve.
Constant laughter.
I never found him funny.

He gave me a mug from
The circus
Shaped like a clown face,
“Use it for milk & cookies,”
I used it for rum & whiskey.
Frequent laughter.
I never found him funny,
In that way.
How could I, knowing
What he used to be, an emotional
Butcher
To my wife and her mother?

Hiding behind that makeup,
Twisted,
I see through the powder.
Bright red lips,
Covering lustful secrets.
I know she’s not just your
Co-worker.
When will you see Clown?
You’re not a dog.
I know you can learn new tricks.
Show me.
Amuse me.
I know you can make me laugh
In the way you’re supposed to
But only if you try not to act
So pathetic.

Please don’t send in the clowns
I’d rather watch the circus burn down.



Random Thoughts of Mine

Butterflies have always been
My psychologists in nature
Beautiful from afar,
Ravage and repulsive up close.

Emerald eyes.
Pink frosting dress.
Yellow rose.
I can never forget the date of
August 15th.
The night we threw out our contract
Of friendship
And decided to make a new one
Under the profession of lovers.

My mother fought a sailor once
To stop a tsunami.
You’ll understand when you’re older,
I’m no liar,
Just a tall tale teller.
I speak in riddles, mysteries and sometimes
Metaphors, distracting you from the
Main point of my story.

Why does the sky only shine for you?
Not that I’m complaining of course
But you just seem to always achieve
Success when it comes to calling out
The sun.
How frequent do you think
The world is allowed to complain?
Once a week?
Once a month?
Once every few years?
Never?

Who really knows where
These atoms are going.
By atoms, I mean my feelings of course.

The Importance of being Idle

Sometimes you should just
Step to the side.
Let the cannon ball fly past you
Instead of being the brave idiotic
Soldier, who stands his ground
And takes the black iron
To the chest.

Sometimes it is best
To let your lover go to rest.
Hand her over to God,
He’ll know what is best.

Sometimes the smartest move
You can make is by backing your
Queen up a few spaces.
Don’t let the enemy take what is
Most precious to you.
Don’t ever fall into that checkmate.

Letting the forest burn down
In hopes a thicker greener forest
Will grow, can possibly be
Best for all of you as well as
Mother Nature.
You’re letting her grow that beard
Back in thicker.


Grown Up

We used to sit on the kitchen floor
Playing with the alphabet magnets,
Calling each other names and
Debating over who was better at
Street Fighter II.
I don’t care what you say,
When I play as Ryu
You stand no chance.

We used to try our best to study mathematics.
You’d read under the stars
While I chose the district stop lights.
Now you’re majoring in philosophy
And I’m on my way to master marketing.
Where did we go right
In this world of mass confusion?
Was it the chemistry explosion
Or the extra credit in History?

We used to write once a week
But I guess everyone was right.
Everything changes.
Water will continue to boil
Even when you’re gone.
Last I heard you were in the Peace Corps
Training third world victims
How to read and speak ‘properly’
And if you care to know,
I’m currently Down Under,
Doing what exactly? I’m not entirely sure
But I’m needed here
But I’m wanted here
But I guess I just miss how things were.



Your Friend’s Address

The house is a hand me down only due to rent
Jenga, blues, puzzles and funk.
A little booze to go with your smoke.
Balcony cigarettes have above the garden
While a refrigerator sits on the porch.
These empty PBRs tell the story
Of a home away from home.
Gracing friends and foe
With good tunes, jokes
And course,
Meatloaf.

How couldn’t you love fresh grown squash?
Homemade soup and wine?
A couch so comfortable your back sinks in
And you won’t want to move?
The random little occurrences when your shirt
Matches the pattern around you?
Or the way everyone greets you despite the fact
Some of them may not even know you?
You’ll come accustomed
To a home away from home,
Whether you realize it or not
Because when you’re welcomed,
Why the hell not?

Just watch your step in that kitchen
Because sometimes
A game of darts can be dangerous
But not even close to how dangerous
It can be
When someone is trying
To slap that bitch
Like she owes him money.



Autumn Blues
We were stereotypes
Driving with the top down
Blasting the radio,
Listening to Elvis sing.

You told me
Your calendar marked
Off the days until you could die.
I never kept a calendar.

I still remember
When you asked me to the rooftop
A quarter past midnight.
Autumn roaring,
Shaking its orange, red, yellow
And brown mane.
The city rooftops couldn’t
See down far enough
To know what beauty
They were missing.

The moon and stars out,
On the roof
You were dancing in an
Emerald green dress
With no shoes.
Emerald green will always be your color.
Your every dance move went perfectly.
Bobby D, Sinatra and Cash
Brought out your
Autumn Blues.
We were stereotypes
With nothing to lose.

As I stand there
Half smiling,
In my Father’s tux
The city trains roaring
As I hold tightly
A bottle of our
Favorite pink champagne
Waiting for your kiss
And to make love
Confirming our status
As teenage stereotypes.



This Family Means All The More to Me

Scenery has never been my thing.
There's a house on a hill where a family lives.
Snow hasn't fallen for over seven years
But that's okay!
The family has no concern for Global Warming.
By the time the North Pole has melted
And Santa is swimming
In between the sky scrapers of Manhattan,
They'll be long and gone.
It's okay in the town of Sommerville,
Where all the county's sugar cane is grown.
They'll be long and gone when ice no longer exists naturally.

The scarecrow in the field
Was the most dressed
Member of the family
With the least intentions of a career.

You seem to be forgetting
What goes on the inside of a child's soul.
Mixtures of Crayola colors,
Fresh baked cookies, snow angels, scraped knees,
Hopes of finding four leaf clovers,
Bed time stories and imaginary friends.
I'm sorry you missed out on all of that in your childhood.
If it'll make you feel better,
We can go to the supermarket,
Arts & crafts shop and bookstore.
I'll bake the cookies, pack a meal,
We'll travel out West to the sunflower fields, s
Setup a picnic, paint the scenery
And read each other children's stories
Until it's time to leave.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I HAVE SO MANY SPELLING ERRORS, I'm going to try and ignore them.
Scenery has never been my thing.   There's a house on a hill where a family lives.  Snow hasn't fallen for over seven years but that's okay!  The family has no concern for Global Warming.  By the time the North Pole has melted and Santa is swimming in between the sky scrapers of Manhattan, they'll be long and gone.  It's okay in the town of Sommerville, where all the county's sugar cane is grown.  They'll be long and gone when ice is all gone.

When Sarah's father was young, he was the king of carrot flowers or so I've been told.  There's way too many rattle snakes in these fields.  Her mother would stick a fork right into daddy's shoulder.  Dad would throw all the garbage across the floor.  Sarah would hide away in her room with her best friend, Roy, lying on the floor counting all the fake glowing stars on her ceiling until she'd fall asleep in his tiny pale arms.

Drinking isn't for pleasure when you're older, it's about escaping the troubles the day brought along for the ride.  Mr. Jones always kept whiskey in his front overalls pocket.  Working the sugar fields was tiring.  Tobacco kept his muscles going while the whiskey helped shut off the part of his brain that always screamed "Go lie down and rest a while, check up on your pregnant wife."  Jones never showed much sympathny even for his own blood.

The scarecrow in the field was the most dressed member of the family with the least intentions of a career.  

You seem to be forgetting what goes on inside a child's soul.  Mixtures of crayola colors, fresh baked cookies, snow angels, scraped knees, hopes of finding four leaf clovers, bed time stories and imaginary friends.  I'm sorry you missed out on all of that in your childhood.  If it'll make you feel better, we can go to the supermarket, arts & crafts shop and bookstore.  I'll bake the cookies, pack a meal, we'll travel out West to the sunflower fields, setup a picnic, paint the scenery and read each other children's stories until it's time to leave.  

Let's not try to figure out everything at once.

I'm heading up North to catch some lobster for extra cash.  You're more than welcome to come but your new lover has to stay behind.  Your choice, hun.  Him and the innercity struggle or me and my open wilderness and all.  The offer won't be on the table for long.

If my parents start crying, than I'll a dig tunnel from my window to yours.  Yeah, a tunnel?  

You make me happy in all the ways I don't want someone to.  

And on the fourth night, I was walking home, chain smoking more than my lungs should.  I've been squinting a lot more lately and I don't know why.  Maybe I'm hoping I'll go blind so I don't have to sit back and see what's happening in front of me.  Ooh cliche, you would like that wouldn't you?

Babies.  

What do you want to hear?  Bears in a house eating someone else's food?  Princesses being saved by white knights?  Slaying dragons?  Slaying Trolls?  Putting humpty dumpty back together again?  I don't really know if I can stop the big bad wolf like I claimed many moons ago.  I don't know where to start, really, I'm sorry.

Oh olga, my dear, you know my wishes are sincere.

She loved to dance and sing.  Truly it was her heart rested, on stage but there were people in the World who loathed the idea of her becoming famous.  Greedy, yes.  Terrible, yes.  Twisted, oh most definitely.  The World is a cruel and unusual place, unfortunately for Layla, she would never be able to out run it.  

Pick my heart apart like the pedals on a flower.  It only hurts with every other tug.

Do you ever miss the days of yesterday?  Today's too short and tomorrow will be here before I know it and I'm so caught up in the days of the year that I forget what month my mother's birthday is in it before it's already long and gone.  

Wine.  She wants Wine for her birthday because it makes her legs go numb.

I can hear the dust coming off that old piano, when was the last time you cleaned it?  Really, when was the last time you cleaned it?  Twenty three years ago?

I don't mind sitting on this porch every day until you arrive home.  It's a price I must pay allowing you to run off to Kansas.

One day you'll be a poet, I just know it and before can realize what's going on, you'll be knees deep in prose.  

There she goes off into the sunset in a corvette she didn't even buy.  The wind trying to escape her hair while her life gets left behind.  A typical long island girl, crossing the George Washington, having no clue what she is getting herself into without daddy's american express.

I wish I could sing you a tune your mother would hum every night when your eyes closed.  I wish I could hold your hand and swing your arm just like your father used to.  I wish I could be there for you like your brother was when your grandmother left this world.  I wish I could be the lover like the guy before me obviously was before his unfaithful accident.  I wish a lot of things lately and I'm not sure why.  Maybe, I just want you to be happy.

Lemonade.  Pink Lemonade.  Pomegranate Lemonade.  Blueberry Lemonade.  You'll always be the ade to my lemon.  I don't even know what that means but it's okay, you laughed a little.

Hi.  Hello.  Howdy Mister.

I'm Mister Jones, you're Ms. Jones, no relation.  

Clap with the singer for awhile, it'll make him feel better and get the crowd going.  You know you miss being the center of attention, so get on that stage with him and show him how the magic happens.

Say Goodnight.  

Let's not try to figure out, everything at once.  

I know you never want to get married to the man you love the most, you're caught up in this dilemma of trying to figure out what is best.  So let me help you along the way.  You're spending too much money on products for your hair.  You should clean your car every once in awhile, it's been disgusting for as long as I can remember.  The outfits you go out in broad daylight wearing are always much better than the ones at night.  Smiling never hurt anyone.  

Let's move to the city together, the suburbs is obviously dangerous for our blood.  The stuck up house wives have been like parasites to your social life and you can't take it anymore, I've noticed your hair has been falling out, maybe it's time to see a therapist.

Mr and Ms/Mrs

Love is the remedy of the emotional cold

Can you hear it baby?  It's the white noise of my heart, crying out to you about nothing.  

Eyeshadow, used by men and women that want their eyes to be the light you die into.  Lame, I know.

Come on now, we've been waiting for THREE WHOLE HOURS, WHEN'S THE FRICKEN BUS GONNA GIT HERE?!

It'll get here when it GETS HERE!

Birds of a feather, flock together.  Or so I've been told by the National Geographic special that aired three mondays ago.  I'm not entirely sure who to believe anymore.  I can trust in these scientists of men about the menstrual cycles of ostriches and hippos or go listen to my local Priest about a virgin never having hers.  You tell me, who sounds crazier?

Johnny, what are you doing with that candy cane?  Be nice to Janey.

The Princess ran away from Home.  Her Romeo wasn't treating her like the Juliet she always pictured she'd be some day.  The hills are always bigger when you're at the bottom of them.  Climb Layla Climb to the top.  You can show them you're not like what they say.  

Does it feel like you're dying?

She woke up in a struggle.  Her eyes wide and pale as Snow White.  Beauty was out hunting for the Beast and Peter Pan ventured to Wonderland because Alice called out for some Merry Men but Robin never called back.  

I think I'm dying.  I think I'm dying.


Iran - Buddy

Hey Buddy, What is wrong?  After you waited so long.  How can you walk away?  You shouldn't care what I say.  You don't even know me.  Yeah, looks pretty good, I'd let you in here if I could But I don't really know how, still haven't figured it out just how I got in here.  Somehow they all got it wrong and they all seem to like it that way. And I let it go on too long and I forgot what I really meant to say, it feels like I'm dying.  It feels like I'm dying and you don't even know the truth.  Yeah sorry I laughed, I wish I hadn't done that I'm such a dick sometimes.  I haven't paid for my kind (?) and I want you to hear, Somehow they all got it wrong and that's how they wanted it to stay.  I let it go on too long and it's like it had always been that way well now I know, well I know about it I fought(?) and I know what you thought and its so hard to make it this far and I'm sure I could help you a lot but buddy, I THINK YOU SHOULD STAY WHERE YOU ARE I THINK YOU SHOULD STAY WHERE YOU ARE I THINK YOU SHOULD STAY WHERE YOU ARE because I'm dying, yeah I think I'm dying.  I think I'm dying.  I'm just fucking with you(?)

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And so it seems to go we don't even know where we're going anymore.  You want to go North and I want to go South.  I'm not leaving so can we make a deal and head west instead?  I'm willing to bet they have a brewery just like the one we're heading out to.  

There once was a yellow Kangaroo.  He had not a care in the World and his fists were covered in red boxing gloves to show strangers he meant business.  Why can't I write a story no matter how hard I try?  

I'm a New Yorker, what can I say?  

Is it lame that my heart melts whenever I hear "She's Always A Woman?"